Grief is insane; it’s a feeling only those who experience it can explain. It’s knowing you will never  see someone again but still looking for them everywhere—in music, movies, tv shows, books,  places, parties, and within yourself. It’s trying to keep a flame alive that you know will go out; in  fact, it went out a long time ago. It’s accepting how indifferent we are and how short life is. It’s  looking back and realizing all the things you could have done but didn’t. But that’s normal...