Flower body

I wish I was born a flower

I would bloom with the morning 

And feel the warm sun in my petals

I would drink from the dew 

And the bees would come and feed on my nectar 

I would dance in the soft wind 

And relive every day with simplicity 

Instead I want to be free from this body 

This human body 

I'm doomed to be a girl 

And every night I weep myself to sleep

Until a headache is formed 

And I can feel my skull breaking and my eyes twitching 

I cry so much I want to vomit 

But I have to hold It in 

I don't want to worry my mother 

Please, God

...let me rest.